I'm in my bed, big enough for two or more.
Three or four, if you're into that.
But it's only me.
I'm in one of those depressive moods. I've been here for quite a while.
Lonely.
Sad.
Untouched.
Unnoticed.
Most of all, uninspired.
And I know it'll pass, it always does, and it probably has something to do with the dreadfully hot fucking summer. I hate it.
But right now, I think I could stay here for a month and not move.
My eyes close because all there is to do is sleep.
Something changes. There's a shift.
Behind my eyelids is a burst of gorgeous grays, purples, olive greens, and crystal blues.
I remain still.
His strong body wraps around me, holding me tight. He gently holds my arms and legs down like a weighted blanket.
His mind and his thoughts envelop me in heat, love, and compassion.
I'm secure, safe, warm.
I'm peaceful.
I sense his smile, and it feels like a Friday night when I first crack open my favorite beer.
His mind seeps into mine, and it's like the opening chords to my favorite song, the one I could listen to over and over for a million years.
His slow, steady breath feels like I'm drifting softly out to sea, in the crystal blue waters surrounded by the crystal blue sky.
His strength feels like that of one thousand gods.
He's here while I'm asleep, while I'm sad.
He's what I need for now; he's all I need.
Until I wake up.
Until I'm ok again.
sad and lovely and mournful and calming. not an ounce of fat on it. good stuff,
I saw your blue and all I could think is ‘she showed me hers, so I’ve got to show her mine’. So I posted my blue on my page for you.